I don’t really regret anything. Anything bad that has happened to me has definitely been a lesson learned. It’s taught me to be a stronger and better person. Trusting people and having them screw me over? Lesson learned, don’t trust people in the first place. Putting too much in someone who doesn’t put any into you? Lesson learned, don’t put 90% in a person when they’re giving 10. Being mean to everyone because of someone in the past did you wrong, lesson learned. Not everyone is going to be the same. It’s all just a lesson learned.
Anyone who knows me knows that I’m an indecisive fuck. I couldn’t pin point my favorites in a million years, I have about 3490476554 but two that automatically come to mind. Yes I’m sweet enough to narrow it down to two. They are, Gossip girl and One tree hill. Both the shit, both on CW. Every time it’s Monday, I wish I can fast forward to 9:00 p.m. and on Tuesdays 8:00 p.m.
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Oh my god, thank you so much. You seriously just made my whole entire day. And yes, Back to December is my favorite. song. ever. and you’re the shit for it being yours too. Glad we can be obsessed with it together! You’re so sweet! I liked your blog that’s why I followed you, and you’re also very pretty. Thanks love <333 Much love back to you too! :)
We all make mistakes, we are stubborn and we all couldn’t give two shits about what our parents think. We hate school, we cause shit. We fight, we love, we cry. We give up on believing in higher power. We’re all fucked up and that’s the truth. We all come from dysfunctional families, because no family is perfect. We say things that we don’t mean, we yell, we scream, we get broken hearts. We get drunk, we have sex. Grades don’t mean a thing anymore. We live on quotes and music that describes our lives and most importantly we are tired. We’re tired of waking up each morning and and having to go to school where we see the people we hate or the people we love. We get tired of waiting for that text message that’s never going to come and we get tired of pretending we’re fine.
Education is very important. Without a high school diploma, you’re absolutely getting nowhere unless you want to fry fries for the rest of your life. A college degree, now a days even a high school won’t cut it. So if you want a good life ahead of you in my opinion, you need atleast a college degree or your options are going to be limited.
Eh, I can admit I do it all the time. Not purposely and I try my best not to, but I get so mad. I say things I don’t mean. But, never will you ever see me curse out my parents. To me, that’s just ridiculous to a whole new level and if I ever did that you guys would seriously find me cut into pieces in a dumpster behind walmart. My mom does too much for me, to ever disrespect her in that way.
I’ve heard so many times and even said a few times “trust no one.” I have never realized how true it is until now. Everyone let’s you down. And you can sit there and say “That person is my best friend, or that person is my boyfriend I trust them with everything.” Don’t. There is a pretty high chance that they are going to walk out of your life, maybe not forever but they will leave your side. I trust no one fully, and I owe it all to those kind of people who walked out of my life. There isn’t one person that knows everything about me or all my secrets, and there isn’t anyone I would call on any given hour to tell something to. Sure I trust some people with few things, but it’s not the same as having that one person you want in your life, to go to for everything
I believe in god and all that, but I don’t go to church. I pray when needed and pray for others. I just don’t like how christians are so holy god praise the lord but get drunk or high the night before going to church? Sounds a bit ironic to me, but whatevs.
I was going through my videos and I saw a video that you tagged me in. “All the besties” It almost brought me to tears. I actually really do miss how things used to be. Shit happens. Just sucks it had to end like this. It’s all good though. That’s life for yaa.
Highs: Meeting new people. Renewing friendship with old friends. Getting a new iPod Touch. Stuffing my face on thanksgiving. Getting on tumblr more often. Going to Valdosta. Making life long friends. Seeing all of my family. Making my Christmas list. My birthday dinner. Going to Columbia, aw.
Lows: Anthony moving to boston. Losing a best friend. My sister moving to Florida. My aunt going to the hospital. Having my phone taken away for 4598374 years. Almost getting caught sneaking out. All these goddamn refferals. Liking a boy who just does too much. Trusting all the wrong people. Losing my iPod for the third time. My bestfriend moving to Pennsylvania. All my struggles.