January 2011
It’s true. Things might seem rocky now, but they will get better. Someday, somehow you just gotta keep on living. Keep on breathing. No matter how hard life is now remember, you’re young. This is only the beginning.
Who feels so alone.. All. The. Time. I’m surrounded by so many friends and people who love me but I feel like I never have anyone to talk to about anything, don’t get me wrong i have plenty of friends to let shit out to. I just don’t get when the fuck things got so complicated in this world. I miss being young and having no care in the world. Now I just stress about every fucking thing. It sucks, feeling like you have no one. Feeling lost, it just all really sucks.
used to be a place where I can let out all of my deepest feelings and emotions. Don’t get me wrong it still is but literally everytime someone from collins hill follows me or columbia I die a little inside not that I mind you guys following, cause I don’t. I just gotta keep my rep hahHa but no in all seriousness I don’t want to seem weak. When someone from school follows me it means they’re one step closer to seeing the real me. You know beneath the smile, and bitching, and I dont give a fuck attitude. You read my words and you get to understand the reason why i am the way I am. It’s still sugar coated on here though, can’t let my guard down that easily but maybe one of these days I can say everything and tell every single one of my secrets. Who knows, stuff that my closest friends don’t even know about. I just reallllllly wanna let everything out. Maybe one day because it’s not good for a person to keep everything in.